Bend to Break

Woot!

136.5 today! I've seen the number before but it's still good to be rid of 138 again.

I'm still longing for 135. I'd even take a solid 136.

I don't really know how I dropped though cuz i ate like shit yesterday and didn't work out.

I'm working out today though.

Hope you ladies are rockin ur goals too!

137.5!!!!!! WEEE!! GOOD-BYE 138!!!

So glad I saw that this morning!!!!

Anyways - I saw Obama speak today - AMAZING - LOVE HIM!!!!!!

EVERYBODY PLEASE VOTE OBAMA!!!!!!!

Does anybody else check this page like 3-4 times a day like I do?

....maybe I should cut down....

Anyways, I had a really bad lunch date with an ex who's still in love with me today. I accidentally dropped half of my sandwich on the floor when we were sitting down. At first i was so pissed because I just payed for it and wasted half my money but afterwards I realized that it was a good thing. I only ate half the portion I would have if I hadn't have dropped it and I was just as full! :)

That means that today I've only eaten:

1 plain piece of pita bread: 140cals
1/2 Bruegers sandwich: Don't know how many cals but it's only half of what I would've eaten otherwise!

I'll probably have an apple later. I'm pretty happy with that. I'm hoping for 137 tomorrow morning. I'm such a fatty. I hate that my gut hangs over my jeans. I even have a muffin top in my bathingsuit....sick!

Anyways - hope you're all doing well - LOVE!

I will be damned if i'm not 138 tomorrow. Honestly.

Hi Everybody!

I used to write in this community a looong time ago but I stopped for a while and gaaaained some weight so I'm getting back into updating because it helps me stay on track. I don't know what you'd exactly call me....I supposed I WAS ednos because I would restrict to 300-500cals a day but it's been so long since I've had control, that I guess you can just call me a fatty now.

height: 5'5"
current weight: 140
lowest weight: 123
1st goal weight: 130
goal weight: 120

All i've eaten today was a bowl of raisin bran crunch with skim milk. Pathetically, i'm hungry again and want to eat but I know if I don't eat my stomach will shrink and it'll be easier to restrict as the days pass so i'm holding off.

I hope you ladies are doing well and feeling good about yourselves!!

Oh - and if you haven't heard "No Handlebars" by the Flobots - download it cuz it ROX!!!

So I went out with my roommate tonight. I met this cute little asian girl from denmark. Wait...little doesn't explain her correctly....she was TINY AS FUCK!! Like, seriously, I wish I had a picture of her that I could put up for thinspiration because she was probably the smallest girl I've ever seen in my LIFE! I wish I could look like her. I can't wait till Monday....maybe I'll just start the fast tomorrow....but i'm a little drunk so we'll see how i feel in the morning.

I hope you are all doing well!

P.S. i havn't spoken to my "significant other" in 2 days! I'm happy bout it cuz i don't even WANT to talk to him i'm so pissed at him.

I'll update later....THINK THIN LADIES! LOVES!